Six Month and counting......

Its been six months, two days and a few hours since my world was tossed like wet clothes in a dryer. In that time Ive gained sooooo much and learned soo many lessons. First off, I have my Pharmacy Technician License for the state of Missouri. I have an excellent Boyfriend who, even though he wont say these words, loves everything abt me (except my forgetfulness..LOL). My baby boy is growing soo fast and is soo happy with my mom. I have plans for moving out and I am working on filing paperwork for my divorce. Oh and today I put a stop to "you know who's mail" and it felt soooo liberating to STOP him from being apart of my life. Thank you USPS for that. Just a couple more weeks and you will be looking at the "Legally Separated" Amanda R. Williams!! I cant wait to be Amanda R. Ruff again.....it will be so nice to have my name back, to not be associated with that peice of trash......

To Ethan, With Love

To Ethan,

Where did the time go? It seems like an eternity since you were born! It has been almost 3 1/2 yrs since you were born and we have both grown so much. You were so tiny weighing only 7lbs 4 oz! I wish you were still that small some times. You are such a handsome little boy, with a brilliant smile and sweet sweet spirit. I wish I could hug you right now, feel you in my arms and kiss you and let you know how much I love you!!! You are my baby boy. You will always be in my heart and soul and will never be replaced by anyone or anything. Remember that no matter what, youll always be loved and wanted!!

With Love,

Mommy