To Ethan, With Love

To Ethan,

In less than two days you will be snuggling into your bunkbed with your Christmas Jammies on ready for Santa to arrive and surprise you with your gifts. I am sooo excited to see your face at what Mommy & Brandon got you!!

You are such a wonderful and awesome young man, who loves everyone around him. Today you are actually sick with a fever, thanks to Mommy having been sick for the last week. Sorry about that :D .....So you are currently in your bed taking a nap that is much needed. Normally you would be asking to play Mario Kart on the Wii or to watch Dispicable Me....Your newest movie. You laugh so hard at that movie, and always say "IT'S SOOOOO FLUFFY!!!!" when the little girl does!! I laugh so hard when you do, almost wet myself today laughing at you doing that.

You tell me everyday that you want to quit school and become a super hero, well I hate to break it to ya but....You can't. I know major let down. But thats what Mommy's do. We tell you that you can't do something to make you a better person, to help you grow and become a Super Hero to your kids someday.

I have to go buddy but I love you more than all the stars in the sky.....To the moon and back...

Love you Bunchies...With Love,
Mommy

Wow....its been a...Minute or a year..lol

Today is December 22nd 2011, its been over a year since I posted on here and let me tell you...WOW its been an interesting year 1 1/2 for sure!!

Ethan is now a wonderful 5 yrs old and celebrated his birthday December 4th. I am now 23yrs old and about to spend Christmas with a wonderful man who drives me nuts! LOL! Seriously he is awesome, puts up with me and lets me eat pudding in bed and laughs at the silly things in life with me.

I work as an Addiction Recovery Technician for teens and about to leave my current employment to make life better for myself & my family. I am leaving to make my work as a photographer something special and awesome. Something that people will see my work and want something similiar...want what I can give, not what a Wal-NOTs or SEiously nots cant give them....What they cannot get from them is love, compassion, and enjoyment and passion from what I do. I couldnt imagine doing anything else with my life.

Life has been seriously crazy this last year and unfortunatly I don't have the time today to write it all out but watch out for new posts.....it will be great!!