To Ethan,
Wow what a crazy month it has been!! I can't believe I let a month pass by without writing to you!! I miss you sooooo much every day and I wish I could hug and kiss you every single day. I know Nana is caring for you and that your growing soo fast!!!! I hope you know that when this is all over that Mommy with be with you all the time and no one will ever hurt you again the way "HE" did. I hope you can forgive me for bringing him into our family, for not noticing that you were being hurt or your Aunt Bekah. I wish I would have seen it and could have fixed everything before it happened. I am soo ashamed of what "HE"" did to you!! I hope you know that I love you more than anything in this world, that my every thought and action is because of you. Keep smiling baby boy and Ill see you soon!!!!
With Love,
Mommy
