"I remember when, you fit in the palm of my hand. Felt so good in it, no bigger than a minute. How it amazes me your changing with every blink, faster than a flower blooms. So let them be little, because they are only that way for a while. Give them hope, give them praise, give them love everyday, let them cry let them giggle, let them sleep in the middle. Oh just let them be little."

Thursday, April 29, 2010

To Ethan, With Love

To Ethan,

Wow what a crazy month it has been!! I can't believe I let a month pass by without writing to you!! I miss you sooooo much every day and I wish I could hug and kiss you every single day. I know Nana is caring for you and that your growing soo fast!!!! I hope you know that when this is all over that Mommy with be with you all the time and no one will ever hurt you again the way "HE" did. I hope you can forgive me for bringing him into our family, for not noticing that you were being hurt or your Aunt Bekah. I wish I would have seen it and could have fixed everything before it happened. I am soo ashamed of what "HE"" did to you!! I hope you know that I love you more than anything in this world, that my every thought and action is because of you. Keep smiling baby boy and Ill see you soon!!!!

With Love,

Mommy
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